Coming out

[BF4L]

No assholes not that way :rollseyes:

I have sent a few PMs about my medical condition and am going to make it public now. I do not want pity or any crap like that. I know that I have some friends here and some people who do not care for me.

I have a tumor in the right side of my brain. I have been threw 2 surgeries. The 1st said it was gone..well it was not.

I had a second and they said they could not get it all.

They basically gave me 3 months but that was 2.5 months ago and I am still here and fairly well off. I will not take any of the bullshit experimental drugs they push on you. The Doc's say it will extend my life but I will be pretty sick all the time. I said fuck that.

If I am gonna die than I will go out while holding down the last steak I ate.

I went 100% organic and am working out every day. I walk between 4-5 miles per day and refuse to bow down.

My last check up (1 week ago) showed a slight decline in the tumor. I am gonna take that as a Stanley Cup Victory.

I hesitated on posting this and actually shared my user name and password with my wife should I suffer a major demise but to be honest I have never felt more healthy. I do not eat garbage food and I do have a few too many drinks from time to time but instead of 10 I have 2 or 3.

I dont much give a hit what these "experts" say. I am gonna beat this. I am the 1 in a million that gets lucky. I am fucking 100% sure of it.

I will be here when the Bruins hoist the cup next year. Bet on it!

 

[awaz]

Keep up the battle man! All the best with everything. You know the hoop is behind you.

 

[IndyAndy]

You have my full respect & admiration for your determination to deal with this on your own terms.

 

[Winged_Wheel88]

Best of luck, BF4L. We don't need to be losing anymore posters. Not for another long while!

 

[Destroydacre]

Good luck BF4L. Keep fighting the good fight. The odds can always be beaten.

 

[Dacks]

Best of luck. Sounds like you're tackling this with the best attitude. I'm sure your wife is nice but hopefully we never see her post here!

 

[Comeds]

Keep up the good fight.

 

[Slimpikins]

Oh shit, best of luck BFL. You have the right attitude. I wish you and your family all the best.

As Clapton said, It's better to burn out than to fade away. Keep fighting. I'm not a religious man but my prayers are with you.

 

[mattola]

I've got you blocked so I'm not sure exactly what you said but I know what your message is

Perhaps I'll say something so insensitive that many will gasp then I'll come back hours later and explain myself as meaning something differently

Or maybe I'll say nothing at all and be judge as a c-u-n-t all the same but maybe I dont give a fuck anymore

 

[cezero]

I've got you blocked so I'm not sure exactly what you said but I know what your message is

Perhaps I'll say something so insensitive that many will gasp then I'll come back hours later and explain myself as meaning something differently

Or maybe I'll say nothing at all and be judge as a c-u-n-t all the same but maybe I dont give a fuck anymore

more scotch

 

[cezero]

No assholes not that way :rollseyes:

I have sent a few PMs about my medical condition and am going to make it public now. I do not want pity or any crap like that. I know that I have some friends here and some people who do not care for me.

I have a tumor in the right side of my brain. I have been threw 2 surgeries. The 1st said it was gone..well it was not.

I had a second and they said they could not get it all.

They basically gave me 3 months but that was 2.5 months ago and I am still here and fairly well off. I will not take any of the bullshit experimental drugs they push on you. The Doc's say it will extend my life but I will be pretty sick all the time. I said fuck that.

If I am gonna die than I will go out while holding down the last steak I ate.

I went 100% organic and am working out every day. I walk between 4-5 miles per day and refuse to bow down.

My last check up (1 week ago) showed a slight decline in the tumor. I am gonna take that as a Stanley Cup Victory.

I hesitated on posting this and actually shared my user name and password with my wife should I suffer a major demise but to be honest I have never felt more healthy. I do not eat garbage food and I do have a few too many drinks from time to time but instead of 10 I have 2 or 3.

I dont much give a hit what these "experts" say. I am gonna beat this. I am the 1 in a million that gets lucky. I am fucking 100% sure of it.

I will be here when the Bruins hoist the cup next year. Bet on it!

best wishes for continued success.

it's awesome that you're eating nothing but real food, and i'm betting it's going to keep yielding benefits.

keep up the good fight!

 

[blindbaby]

Good luck BF4L; pulling for ya.

 

[puckhead]

Your persistence and positive attitude will serve you well
Thoughts prayers and the best mojo to you

 

[elocomotive]

No assholes not that way :rollseyes:

LOL! I was honestly like "what the..." when I saw the thread.

I agree you are going to live until the Bruins win the Cup again... so you better buckle in for the long haul because it's going to be awhile!

Cheers to your continued health! I'm glad you shared this with everyone.

PS - Can someone tell me what Mattola said b/c I have him blocked?

 

[juliansteed]

Not sure what else to say that hasn't already been said. Best of luck to you with everything (except the part about the Bruins hoisting the Cup next year ).

 

[BF4L]

Thanks to all. I will beat this.

I know I can be abrasive and I have tried to tone it down over the years but sometimes it just comes out.

Anyways Thanks again.

 

[Judge Fudge]

I know about health issues. Not as big as yours but still huge

- No small intestine bc of a malrotion(sp) when i was a baby (might have led to my autism, maybe not)
- too many ear surgeries to count (started when i was 13 ended when i was 28 with a 2 year better gap) to which i am deaf in my left ear to the point where cocluar implant or hearing aid will do any good. All because My ear drum ruptured from infection.
- Kidney transplant a year ago (ran in my family. I think my grandma got the disease i had too). Left me taking 15 pills a day. 8 are immune suppressants so my immune system doesn't attack the new kidney because it well recognize it as Foreign and try to attack and weaken it.

My advice to you BF4L is this.

1) Look on the bright side. You know. Things have worse but are getting better.
2) Have some fun. I was a quiet nerd growing up (long story). Ever since I graduated high school i have loosened up and had a alot of fun.

Good luck Bro. We are rooting fro you

 

[pixburgher66]

Prayers up for ya man. Sorry to hear this. Keep fighting!

 

[Nasty_Magician]

Having health issues growing up as well I learned to basically say yes to everything. You want to take that trip? Yes. You want to go to this game? Yes. Hey this band is in town wanna see them? Yes. Enjoy life, take in as much as possible, try to be positive.

 

[Sportsguy9695]

keep your head up. i like the positive attitude