I was on around a 70 day streak and I still had like literally no libido and it was really pissing me off. In general, I was a little more confident, a little better with women and a little more sociable. I had convinced myself that my journey was over and I was "reset".
I then tried to restart my libido by fapping, just once. The first thing I noticed was that my cum was like clear as a window, there was basically no semen and it worried me. I thought I had damaged my testosterone production by doing nofap so I fapped again to try and restart it. Then BAM, today I find myself at 5 faps in the last 3 days, totally back to square one and with that horrible flatline to endure all over again... NICE. Today I was just a total social retard, my voice was monotoned, I couldn't look anyone in the eye. SOCIAL RETARD MODE ENGAGED.
Im back on the horse and ive reset my badge. Fuck my life.